“But, Chinggs, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.”
'The Fault In Our Stars' became more than just a grand novel and well played movie when shared between me and you Chinggs. I miss you hugging me after I wiped my tears as we watched the movie. I miss you calling me my little infinity. I miss sharing my wildest dreams with you about going to amsterdam. I miss fangirling over ed sheeran and augustus waters with you. I miss our endless Okay? Okay.
I remember how it felt that day when you even studied the Imperial Affliction just as to make things clear for us, when we both used the words 'Okay? Okay.', when I used to call you my very own version of 'My Little Infinity', when every time boom clap is playing we'll get crazy together but when its time for Ed Sheeran to sing All of the stars we'll be fangirls on the corner. When I was crying watching, you were seated beside me focused on the movie. How the movie affected me was different from how it affected yours. Yours is amazing, I knew you realized things positively and it gave you a courage to fight even harder and stay even longer not for your sake but for the people who loves you. I remember how you fought cancer just as how Augustus fought his. Me, being Hazel Grace, giving my 10 fingers up just as she did to describe the pain when you left me.
It was so sudden that I can't grasp of what things used to when you were still here but still, you reminded me, even in my prayers, that Life must continue there will be another chapter on the book and another season in the movie with you, always in my heart. ♥
This would probably the first and last movie we've seen together. A promised has been made that I will only watch this movie again if I am with you and I know someday we will see each other soon.Someday we'll do...
P.S Say Hi to Augustus Waters for me.
‘The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars / But in ourselves.”
Okay? ♥
