Friday, June 5, 2015

An Open Letter For My Best Friend In Heaven



“But, Chinggs, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.”

'The Fault In Our Stars' became more than just a grand novel and well played movie when shared between me and you Chinggs. I miss you hugging me after I wiped my tears as we watched the movie. I miss you calling me my little infinity. I miss sharing my wildest dreams with you about going to amsterdam. I miss fangirling over ed sheeran and augustus waters with you. I miss our endless Okay? Okay.

I remember how it felt that day when you even studied the Imperial Affliction just as to make things clear for us, when we both used the words 'Okay? Okay.', when I used to call you my very own version of 'My Little Infinity', when every time boom clap is playing we'll get crazy together but when its time for Ed Sheeran to sing All of the stars we'll be fangirls on the corner. When I was crying watching, you were seated beside me focused on the movie. How the movie affected me was different from how it affected yours. Yours is amazing, I knew you realized things positively and it gave you a courage to fight even harder and stay even longer not for your sake but for the people who loves you. I remember how you fought cancer just as how Augustus fought his. Me, being Hazel Grace, giving my 10 fingers up just as she did to describe the pain when you left me.

It was so sudden that I can't grasp of what things used to when you were still here but still, you reminded me, even in my prayers, that Life must continue there will be another chapter on the book and another season in the movie with you, always in my heart. ♥

This would probably the first and last movie we've seen together. A promised has been made that I will only watch this movie again if I am with you and I know someday we will see each other soon.Someday we'll do... 

P.S Say Hi to Augustus Waters for me. 





‘The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars / But in ourselves.” 

Okay? ♥


Friday, May 29, 2015

Para sa brokenhearted ngayon.

Ilang beses ka na niyang binigo? Isa, dalawa o tatlo? maaaring higit pa rito pero aminin man naten o hindi ilang beses mo naring sinabing huli na to, mag lelet go na ko.

Umaasa ka pa? Oo syempre naman. Hindi kasi kadaling bitawan nalamang yung mga panahong ramdam mong kayong dalawa lang ang tao sa mundo. Sa twing kasama mo siya parang hindi mo na alam ang salitang 'Forever Alone' kasi pinaparamdam niyang siya talaga ay para sayo. Paano nga kung yun ang naramdaman mo pero hindi pala yon ang pinararamdam niya sayo? Gulo no?

Sayo feeling mo may nararamdaman siya sayo kasi espesyal ang trato niya Sa texts at lalo na sa personal. Pano nalang kung feeling mo lang yon? matapang ka kung sasabihin mo yung pagpapakahulugan mo sa mga ginagawa niya at tanungin mo siya ng harapan kung ano ba talaga kayo pero kapag titignan mo na ang mga mata niya unti-unting uurong ang mga salita at mapapalitan na lamang ng luha dahil sa mga mata niya ay makikita mo na ang laman ng puso niya.


Bakit mahirap mag let go? kasi minsan sa inakala mo siya na talaga ang para sayo pero sa twing magkakaaminan na ng tunay na nararamdaman malalaman mong hindi pala ito totoo.
Masakit umasa pero hindi ka parin tumitigil dahil yung pag-asa mong yan, yan nalang yung natitira mong literal na pag-asa na baka balang araw kayo na nga.

Sana alam to ng taong inaasahan mo, yung tipong "hello brad, makiramdam ka naman." tapos ang mga susunod na e "pagod na ko." deretso "Let go ko na to" tapos sa isang pagkakataon lang na mag uusap ulit kayo babalik ka sa "Ikaw na talaga." Pa ikot-ikot, matagal, nakakapagod pero brad mag-laan ka naman ng panahon sa sarili mo hindi naman habang buhay e kayo dahil minsan ang salitang "tayo" e totoo pero sa panahon ngayon ito ay mananatiling ilusyon.  Minsan ibaling mo din yung paningin mo sa ibang direksyon hindi lang naman talaga siya ang lalaki sa mundo.

May nakapag sabi sakin ng mga salitang to:

"Huwag mong asahan ang mga dapat mong asahan kasi sa huli masasaktan ka lang."



--Umaasa
/PS. Note to Self/
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Wednesday, November 26, 2014

BALER 2014.

Adventure of a Lifetime!

It’s time to get lost! And the best place to get lost is in BALER.
We planned our trip two weeks ahead because Baler is on its peak season due to larger waves (which is the best season for surfers!) brought by Hanging Amihan so almost all the hotels are fully booked. Luckily, we found one available budget friendly room at Bay’s Inn and to add up the excitement burning in ourselves, Bay’s Inn is just located at the front of the beach! :D  
My first trip to Baler is a do-it-yourself one. My two friends have been there last year and so this is their second time. They advice me that it is more efficient to just plan the tour by ourselves. And it turned out to be one of my most memorable escapes. ;)

I’ll post here our itinerary just to give you guys some advice if ever you have plans on going to Baler.
We’ve departed  from Cubao via van to Baler by 10:45PM (November 21, 2014 Friday) since we’ve inquired at Genesis Bus Five days ahead our trip if they have reservations and they said they don’t so we planned to take our trip by 11PM. When we got at the bus station we talked to their staff and she said that the next trip to Baler which is 11PM to 4PM are already full and the only way we can go there is by being a chance passenger. We honestly don’t want to waste our time waiting for unsure things and Thank God there are a lot of alternative ways of going to Baler. The Guard at Genesis Bus Terminal asked us if we want to just take a van instead and we grabbed it! Though it is pricier than riding the bus, it only took us 5 hours to get to our destination. We were in Bay’s Inn Saturday morning (4AM) and we just rest at our room to prepare ourselves for the tour.

First Day: (Nov. 22, 2014)

-        - (8AM) We ate our breakfast at Bay’s inn. 
       They offer a buffet breakfast for 180 pesos per head. They also serve a la carte if you’re not a big eater. Haha but guys the price of their breakfast buffet is worth it!


Breakfast Buffet @ Bay's Inn for Php180 only! :)


        - (9AM) Time to explore Baler! 
       First thing to do is look for a tricycle or a van to tour you around!
Since its a do-it-yourself tour, we decided to just take a tricycle instead. You will not find it hard looking for tricycles around Baler cause there are plenty of them that can tour you around. You can also coordinate with the hotels staffs cause sometimes they can get a tricycle for you.
Tricycle drivers have their itinerary and you could ask them which place to go. One good thing about them is that they will also become your instant tourist guide!



Then on to our First Stop!
-           
      - (9.30AM) Dicasalarin beach, cove and Light house.
When we got there the driver said that we can walk up to the beach, the light house and to the cove for one hour since the mountain is too steep for the tricycle to carry us there. We agreed so we started walking. 30 mins passed by and were not halfway yet and we’re too tired because the mountain is literally steep! We walked for about an hour and a half because we were not advised that it’s actually two mountains that we were climbing just to get on to our destination.
Almost 6KM away from where we started walking, the view in the place is breathtakingly beautiful! I mean, all the tiredness were gone when we saw the beach alone! The cove is nice, I just swim there for a while before we started climbing into the Light House. We decided to pay for a ride on habal-habal back to our the tricycle is parked because we can’t seem to walk anymore Hahaha 


Dicasalarin Beach

Dicasalarin Cove

We're up on climbing the Light House
 
Habal-Habal is more fun in the Philippines! 





-    
       - (11AM)  Aniao Islet
Since the next destinations near to one another, we first went to the farthest which is Dicasalarin Beach then on our way back is the Aniao Islet which is known for its rock formations.


Nice shot manong driver!


-     - (11.15AM)  Diguisit Falls
Small waterfall in the middle of the road. You have to carefully climb up the rocks cause its steep and slippery.


Nice pose ladies!


-     (11:45AM) Ermita Hill
Famous for its structure of family holding their hands together and climbing the hill with a large wave coming up for them. There is actually a story behind it which our tricycle driver had told us and I’ll post it on my next blog. You can climb up the hill and thankfully, the tricycle can carry us up there lol "no more long walks" said Kuya Art (our tricycle driver). Up at the hill, you can see the beauty of baler in its bird’s eye view from left to right, everything is beautiful.


Tromba Marino


-     - (12PM)  Dona Aurora Quezon House
Back to the city! Haha the well preserved house will bring you back in time. I loved the house it reminds me of our house in our province.



Well preserved house

-   
       - (12.15PM) BALER SIGN
Stopped there to take pictures Haha


Promoting Baler! :)

 
-     - (12.45PM) Thelma’s Kichenette
Lunch Break! Since the famous Gerry Shan resto is jam packed we look for another one and we found Thelma’s. The foods are good they also offered us free banana Haha and they were very friendly to their guests. Love the foods here!


The Menu.


-     - (1.15PM) Back to the hotel
Getting ready to surf.




-     - (4PM) GONE SURFING!
We really planned our surfing lessons by that time since its high tide and the bigger the waves the more exciting it is to surf!


Surf all the way!


-     - (8PM) Yellow Fin Resto
Dinner time! We tried out some foods just at the back of the hotel. Their foods are good for 2 servings and its inihaw!


Hungry Surfers! LOL


2ND day!

-     - (5AM) Sunrise by the sea
Wonderful experience.



 
-     - (8AM) Breakfast Buffet again

- (9AM) Millennium Tree
It’s amazing to see a tree in the middle of nowhere and its humongous! Balete is a 500 plus years old tree. When we got there someone assists us in taking pictures around the tree and He’s a pro! He knew where your angle is at its best and he also tour us around the tree. He is very kind and sayang! We did not ask for his name tho. Lol our mistake ><



-           
       - (10AM) Ditumabo Mother Falls
Trekking plus the cold water coming from the falls is absolutely relaxing. 


I Love this place!



- (11AM)  Baler Museum
Just to discover more of Baler we are able to get a glimpse of its past.




-  (12PM) Goodbye Baler
Rode a Genesis bus going back to Manila.

 
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Well that was a worthwhile experience of going to a place where no one knows you at all. Away from all the pressures and pollutions in life Hahahaha That is indeed a one of a kind experience from trekking to never ending walking to climbing to swimming to eating and to surfing! it’s really hard for me to leave Baler but nothing can hinder me from coming back! I now loved being Lost! <3
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Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Make Some Noise For JESUS ♥


Since I'm always on a praise party mode everyday, I would love to share you Christian Songs that will make you dance and be in the same praise party with me! :'>


Remember: WHEN WE PRAISE, GOD GIVES US THE VICTORY!!!


What's on my playlist?

1. This Is Our Time - The PlanetShakers




"This will be the best time of our life as we encounter Your love again.
Here with You our hearts will come alive as we declare Your praises.
Oh, woah, oh, oh. Oh, woah, oh, oh as we declare your praises."
 
The Planetshakers are known for this kinds of songs :) This is our time is their new single from their new album. You've got to listen to it guys! The songs are Good! :))

P.S I'm loving the endless whoa-oh-oh-oh... <3


2. Something In The Water - Carrie Underwood




"Couldn't fight back the tears so I fell on my knees
Saying, "God, if you're there come and rescue me."
Felt love pouring down from above
Got washed in the water, washed in the blood and now I'm changed
And now I'm stronger."

The song that outplace 'Oceans' on the no.1 spot in Billborad top 100 Christian Songs.
Carrie's voice on this song is so powerful! Must Listen! :D


3. He Knows My Name - Francesca Battestteli 




"I don't need my name in lights, I'm famous in my Father's eyes
Make no mistake, He knows my name
I'm not living for applause, I'm already so adored
It's all His stage, He knows my name"

To be honest with you guys, this song makes me inspired everyday and the lyrics says it all!

4. Alive - Hillsong Young And Free




A song or for me, more than a declaration that JESUS is ALIVE in US!

5. God's Great Dance Floor - Chris Tomlin  






Isn't it amazing to imagine that while this song is playing God is dancing with you? :)

6. Do Something - Matthew West



GOD created YOU so WE MUST DO SOMETHING RIGHT NOW! :) 


7. Friend Of God - Israel Houghton and The New Breed 



Every single one of us is a friend of GOD.

8. I am - David Crowder Band


GOD is faithful in His promises! Just Hold On!!

9. Steady My Heart -  Kari Jobe 



Kari Jobe <3 Her voice is amazing! God-given :)
This song will remind you that GOD is in control. So steady your heart and trust in Him!


10. Radical Love - The Victory Worship


God's love is amazing and how awesome it can be when it is written in a song.
Radical Love from victory worship is proudly Filipinno Made! Yaaaay!
This is a beautiful song indeed!





That's my playlist!
Well it is true that Worship is more than a Song.
but I am actually moved by the power of GOD'S unfailing love written and expressed in a song.

Here's a tip: If you're feeling down, lonely or anything that you do receives nothing but hate and rejections, if you're having a bad day and everything in you feels so negative THEN JUST LISTEN TO THESE SONGS! MEDITATE THROUGH THE LYRICS & THE MELODY AS WELL! TAKE A BREATHE, AND LET THESE MUSIC TAKE YOU INTO A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN DANCE WITH OUR FATHER AND ITS JUST YOU AND HIM ALONE. :)





Woops! Before I end it here,

feel free to suggest me other good songs and I will surely listen to it.


Lastly,
Make Everyday a Worship Day! :)))

GODBLESS YOU.